questions???

my life right now in filled with questions. form exam questions to my personal life questions.

for the exams, the papers i took for now was okay okay. not too hard nor too easy. i'll have my physics paper 2 and amaths paper tmr. wish me luck!

for life, i started to ask myself why, who, what, when, how? am i bad? why have i started the bad habit (smoking) i threw away when i was with her? am i mixing with the wrong people (FRANS & co. & regent tao)? why am i still thinking of her after 5 months? i think i like her. does relationship suck? do i wanna be in a relationship? has my behaviour worsened? why am i so vulgar and pepulsive now? can i stop hurting my family? have i planned my future? did the SPEC COURSE changed my life totally? do i wanna be in poly?

didid told me that his life was kinda empty. he kinda wants a girl. for me, im empty. i'd like to wait till after my o's. maybe longer. i wanna stop smoking. there's still a pack of memphis red with me. it's like the stress reliever. when i smoke alone all troubles seem to go away. i dont know. i wanna forget about the past. i think that darn spec course really chaned my life. i became the 'i dont care' type. i'm responsible. i cried a river then. looking back now, it still hurts. the breakup suck. i cried another river. again, looking back, it still stays in me. sometimes at night i cry. life really suck. exams are a chore. i juz wanna do well.

SOMEBODY SAVE ME!

So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?




LIFE




gonna meet jet later and study at daz's house.






stillthinkingofyou!







CONFUSED!